MY HEART SPEAKS ....

In this twenty three and a half year life , So many people I did come across . So many came through , as many of them Went out .So many faces came by , which I have forgotten knowingly or unknowingly or remember seldom . AND THEN THERE'S THE FACE ....which I just haven't got over ....and I can't , no matter how hard I have always tried...and I don't know why that name reverberates in mind and storms into my dreams in sleep , even when knowing that its only in vain . why o why ? :-| #vexed

I think this is for the 100th time ...I am seeing the same dream ....things which my conscious mind don't want to think about , but my subconscious mind shows me the deepest desires of my heart in sleep always ....I wish I never woke from sleep ...as the dream world is better than the reality ...:-( :-(

It's not your abilities , its your choices which show who you truly are :-) .....if you are confused between two choices , take a coin and toss it . You probably might have a choice , which you hope will outcome just before tossing ;  follow it ... ;-) #followyourheart

Gone crazy with Agatha books ...:D ...certainly the best crime thriller books after sherlock Holmes series ....Here are the must read stuffs from the queen of crime which will make your jaw leave opened and will remember for rest of life ..... 1) and then there were none 2) murder of roger ackroyd 3)the murder on orient express 4)five little pigs 5)mysterious affairs at styles 6)sleeping murder 7) cards on the table ;) do read ...

There was a time in my life .....it was till before I joined my college 6 years ago.....back then I was so lonely...I was in my own world , a dull , lonely life lacking zest and no friends .....yet I was used to it ....the life then changed like a forest hit by a storm after joining the college ....well it has been 2 years since I passed out and it looks like the wheel has rotated and come back to the old point of my life .......time to get used to it .....like those old days ...

some questions to think about 2050..... Biggest natural calamity we are seeing daily ..oh yea ....deforestation-globalwarming duo ..... to erect buildings and industries ( development and advancement they say .. ) what would it have done by 2050 to earth ?? lets take a look.......... ofcourse with regard to the population explosion , and crave for technology....it demands deforestation .....to cut trees to accomodate the millions of houses to come....industries....factories......cool......also nowdays in each and every home people need wo vehicles atleast....so we need bigger roads to accomodate them too...cut the trees ..clear the area ! oh yea cool again .....I was thinking what will be the population of greenhouse gases and poisonous gases too , in air by then!....i hope there will be some oxygen for us to inhale atleast... ok let air be like that ...lets carry on an oxygen cylinder with us the whole day and live life.... what about food ??who cares about agriculture , ...

I am afraid whether my dreams will  remain forever as just dreams only ..... :-( ....seeking to god to give me something to chee about ......