MY HEART SPEAKS ....

COLLEGE again ... Collge startd again .....feel so lazy....lotta tensions worries disapointmnts in my mind....gotta sort it out nd concentrate on studies...i let down myself and hopes of mny..need to rise again.....good luck to me

MuSiC !!!!!!!  In my childhood i wasnt much attractd to music.....it ws like an irritatn ..i used to stop all those tape recrders whne dad plays it :P bla bla...hate songss....i nvr liked spendn time wth headphones and mp3 plyrs like othr frnds...I hv nvr undrstd the power of music..... I got addctd to it only when i joined collge :D ...cz i went thru  mny tough situatns....frm family separatn ..tensions n cold war wth reltvs...deep frndshps..brk upss !! omg !! love !! love brk!! failures  !! fghts !! mny situatns indeed ..i ws lonely always in my stupid lodge room :/ ..music ws my soul companion thr :)...i undrstd the power of music....hw it cn soothens ur mind..chills you...pacify you....smtmes encourage you...wtevr !! i love music n   music rockzzzzzzzzzzzz ! 

Boy n Girl friendship...how far it can go? Consder this situation.A boy n girl are best friends...they spend a lotta time together evrywhr......both are singles...but eventualy one of them gets in love with anthr person...say the boy....the boy now starts spending time with his lover or girlfrnd now....he cnt find time for his bestfrnd now....but he dsnt realise it....cz when fell i love he gts blind...like evry guy in ds world.....cn u imagne what the bestfrnds thinks now? she may undrstnd wy she is nt taken care like old days.cz now things changed.....but stil it pains in her mind...she maynt show it outsde...smtmes she may feel jealous...she may feel possessv..bt stil she maynt show it outsde fr their sake.... Now consider the other situatn if girl falls in love....the girl goes crazy wth her boyfrnd....the girl may still find time with her bestfrnd...more dan the boy cud find in previouus situatn..but certain limits cm thr.....she may nt interact like she did in old days..she

Whenever and Wherever i am , there are a few friends who have always bn with me......frst name cms to my mind is Ashifa .. :) ....i miss u ..this is for u....

AM PROUD TO BE A SAGITTARIAN !!! hey i ws born on dec 4..and guess wt am a sagittarian :D ...well we r independent ..we love freedom !!! we like mre to be on own or rathr than being under the care of smbdy :P .. sagittarians r honest by nature :) ..we r feared to tell lies do scamz etc....we r confidnt guys...confidence is our prime power ! we r funny in character..frank  n lack seriousness of life hehe...we r born brave n intelligent   8).. we hv lotta love in heart but dunno hw to show it :)  ...well talkng abt negtve side..we r impatient :P we dnt hv the word " patience" in our dictionary + we r careless + we r critic ..smtms sarcastic :P .. they say we r selfsh too. .. but hey  !  am nt selfsh  u guys knw ;)  these all stands as ngtv points...stl we r creatv minded. optmstc..innovator... etc ..we alwys want to do evrythng  dffrnt frm othrs ;) THAT MAKES US DFRNT..SAGITTARIAN 8)  by me2 R aJ

THE NEW GENERATION !! Let me first go back to my chlidhood first bfre i cn say anythn abt the abv topic :).. Well whn i go back or look back to my childhud, the first thing cms to my mind is my childhud frnds near my home...we used to play frm evening to night aftr cmng frm school..thrwng away school bags..nt even chngng unifrms we rush to our play areas like ground roads..we used to play variety of games outsde...crcket is the only valid name i cn gve u nw cz al othrs r domestc games of kids ..i dnt thnk it hs gt any name in englsh :P :P..u see we used to play a lot outsde..when frnds wer nt thr we used to spent time in frnt of our fvrte cartoon netwrk :D !!!! u knw wt...tom n jerry..popeye..bugs bunny...scooby doo etc etc etc !! abv all we spent a lot of time wth parents..o god funny nights evengs..hang outs..chats insde home!!!  the golden times 90s ! bt we nvr knew it ws cmng to an end.......cz then it came a boon....video games...it ws sch a craze..it ws at the start of 200

                         My First Love    Love..undoubtedly the most strong feeling and most desired feeling......we say I love my parents...we say I love my sister or brthr or frnds....its an emotion.. a strong attachmnt ,compassion twrds a person ....smtmes we say i fell in love wth him or her..by the way wts ds love??its romantic love..love in the form of romance...may be the most dscussed n most strange form of love..it cnt b fully defined in words...but we cn show wts love...to me love is a strange feeling whch we cnt resist to happen....it actualy happens itself!! thr r no reasonsfr tht ...true love is reasonless...the love may or may nt be reciprocated...ie; its nt compulsory tht the other persons returns you the same feeling...when u fal in love..it just spins ur head around..its like u reachd smwhr else...!! you get obsessed with tht person..no surprse if u see him or her in dreams cz dreams we see r innocent truthful desires hidden insde ur mind ,whch u may even ha

I WONDER i wonder whr dd i find u.... i wonder why did i talk to u... i wonder whn dd i start carin fr u... i wonder whch all thngs i shared wth u... i wonder wht made me fall fr u... i wonder how mch i miss u... i wonder in my dream whn u wil scream... i wonder if thr is a day whn u will say... i wonder if thr is a night whn u wil sight.... " I LOVE U " By me2 RaJ

Now all I can See is you One day i went for a walk.. Through brightness i moved.. Well eyed, Bliss minded.. Then i didnt search for you all.. Then i didnt call for you all.. Then everybody was there for me.. Then everybody was there to love me,care me.. Then i had you all.. Then i could feel you all.. Then i could hear you all.. Then i could see you all.. Another day i go for a walk.. Through darkness i move.. Blind eyed, Dull minded.. Now i search for u all.. Now i call for u all.. Now nobody is there for me but you.. Now nobody is there to love me,care me but you.. Now all i have is you.. Now all i can feel is you.. Now all i can hear is you.. Now all i can see is you.. By  mE2 RaJ

 Rain Rain Rain !!! I have beeen waitng for so long fr ths ....hey its monsooon!!! and it rains n rains n rains!! :D dunno wy ..i just enjoy watching rain outside...smtmes thru window or smtmes i wl be rght under the cooling showers !! playing in rain like kids lol :P ..no matter hw old..i guess evrbdy do enjoy rain ...to me its smthng tht cools my mind...it mkes me frget my sorrows all kinda tensions..it keeps me calm...it mkes me nostalgic bla bla!! :)))  it mkes me happy  ! whatevr !!!!!!!! its monsoooon !! if it refreshes ur mind too as i said then frgt ur age n play again like kidz under the showers! eeeeeeeeeee :D by me2 RaJ ! LIKE THIS PAGE IN FB here :i like standing near the window and looking out enjoying the rain ! :)   thank u!

This is one of the best videos i have cm across :) simple n touching....this is hw the best frnds suppose to be ;)

We were best friends !!  We hung out almost anywhere, with one another. We were always  together, You said forever. When we came to high school, I tried to hold  on to you. So I finally  gave up. So I now hold, on to the memories. You come to talk,  once in a while, But I only give,  you a smile. I'm trying not, to cry, All I was to do is say BYE. Source:  Sad Best Friend Poems, Friendship Ending   http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/sad-best-friend-poems-friendship-ending#ixzz1y2SR9QQS   www.FamilyFriendPoems.com 

My heart speakz These dayz I am a person with lotta sorrows lotta sadness... i am trying to forget it trying to be hppy always :) ....got hell lotta frnds....got close to mny of them.....bt as usual without reasons or with sm silly reasons they r leaving me...usual end....It realy sulks me..bein a senstv boy ..I cnt jst bear this anymre...am thrown to sch a situatn nw...i hv to escape from all sorta troubles...atleast i want to tell my mind repeatedly tht am happy happy!! ths y starting this blog...i jst wanna show off my feelngs..just flush it away...rathr than keepng it insde n hurted..my heart speaks here .... :) MiTu RaJ