MY HEART SPEAKS ....

2013 was the toughest year for me,....don't feel like describing it why....... happy New year to every body :-) let's hope for the best next year...

Oh yea!  another x'mas has come...!  Xmas is one of my favorite festival always... May be just cz it is in my favorite month December :-D .... Besides seeing all those beautiful stars,  Xmas trees lights gifts..cakes...santas..etc bear the premises of ma Home as well as in villages ..cities ...and seeing everybody celebrating it irrespective of their religion.... Besides getting ready to welcome a New year wth new hopes n joy... Everything make u feel good. Right!?  .....the only thing I miss,right now is ma family.. I have been with them for last 22 years on the 25th of dec to celebrate.... But this tym.. :-( ..haaa.. Things are a bit different... My xmas is at infy here.... gonna blast wth ma friends I hope... once again a merry merry Xmas and happy newyear :-) <3 Signing off Mitu

Lyf has been tough so far....dunno how I cope up.. am just holding on to dat proverb which keeps me going here.... " whatever happens to you, it might have happened for a reason and there must be some positive , which  you can extract from it  and to move on.. " Signing off Mitu :-)

All my friends, settle down let me talk, I'll get more and more emotional. My life between 22 yards in the 24 years, it's hard to believe that it's coming to an end. I would like to thank all the people who have helped me in my life to ge t here. I have a list in my hand. Please forgive me if I miss out on a few names. First, my father, he passed away in 1999. He was key to my career. He gave me freedom, chase your dreams and don't find shortcuts. He also told me to be a nice human being. My mother, I don't how she dealt with such a naughty like guy me. She took care of me to be healthy. She started praying for me even before I started my career and I think those prayers gave my strength. In my school days, I used to stay with my uncle and aunt as my school was far away. They treated me like their son. My eldest brother, he used to tell me, I know you'd do everything right and I have the confidence in you. My sister, she gave my the first bat for me. A Kashm

God playing his last,test.... the master blaster is stil that old 19 year old with his bat.. what a player.. cnt believe dat this is his last match :'( ...how many years we hv been enjoying ur batting.... I learned what's cricket watching....17 years have gone by.. stil enjoying watching u.... blushes #  love u.... SRT FOREVA#

Last year,  on this day  day I felt Lyk I was the luckiest man to live such a moment ....getting placed on infy on ur love's bday...nd telling her the news frst ....nd den she went crazy .! Me too ..haha...mm ...aaaaha :) <3 memoryz sweet memoryz ...this tym things have changed....anywy..I wish u happy bday once again :)....u wil b rememberd always.... :)

Joined infy on 15-10-2013 :-) at last.............with loottaaa anxieties..expectations....wth a lil sorrow (home sickness missing frnds,family collg etc etc)  inside......frst day ws smthng disgusting...lota frmalities...securty procedures,honestly i hate all dese...blaaaa...but frm the very frst step infy amazed me....itz neat n clean lyk heaven der....i cud see big buildngs...loota biodiversty (infact the biggst pluspoint) ....aftr procedures...we occupied our hostel rooms...and omg.....hw to explain aah !! my room ??! when i opened the dooor wth the key i ws provided wth....it ws lyk i reachd sm 3 star AC suite...it ws well furnished classicaly designed...i ws lyk mwaaaaaaaaaaaah :* :D ...i cant call it a 'hostel room" by the way.....then aftr occupying room we went to take round around infosys campus.itz a wonder campus whch is spread over 350 acres.infosys campus and those big education centres whch is designed in perfct architecture both insde n outsde made me feel lik

manasil nammal arinjo ariyatheyo urangykiduna feelings anu nammal swapnamayi kanunath...athil kallam onum la....and i realsed dat i mis her.. feelin so sad :(

   

this place always catches my eyes.....went thr aftr a long tym :) realy a beautiful place in palakkad..... our treausure....malampuzha <3

this is sm question almost evrybdy has askd to themselves or others.....!! actually ugly and beautiful ....are they factual terms!? nope.......... they are relative terms.....to some people you may be ugly .....it doesnt factuate that you are ugly..........to others you may be beautiful...again it doesnt factuate that you are beautiful ........... both terms have different meanings frm different perspectives... so just cz when somebdy tellz u r ugly or u r beautiful ...dont be too sure abt it .. just trust in urself ..believe in yourself dat u r beautiful ...dat makes you beautiful :) signing off  mitu

steps...body, Mind and Spirit If you're feeling lazy, it may have to do with how you're taking (or not taking) care of yourself. Look at these tips to naturally give yourself more energy. 1 Sleep . You should ideally be getting eight hours of sleep and trying to get on a regular sleep cycle. Irregular sleep patterns or sleepless nights can lead to low energy and lazy tendencies. 2 Wash your face . As soon as you wake up in the morning, just wash your face and freshen up. It's a very easy way to wake yourself up a bit more and start the day off right. Exercise regularly . Even something as simple as a brisk walk gives you natural energy and also releases endorphins that improve your overall mood, making you feel more inclined to go out and accomplish something that day. Watch your diet . If you're not getting enough vegetables or healthy foods into your body, it can also affect your overall energy. Try to cut out excess junk food and eat regula

eid mubarak to everybody around the globe ! :D

"one could not count the moons that shimmer on her roofs , or the thousand splendid suns that hide behind her walls" just finished 'The thousand splendid suns' by khalid hosseini ....master piece work...a gripping tale that portraits female suffering and endurance under the taliban ....love friendship ,hope ,despair,strugg le,violence ,starvation ,discrimination,persecution ......everything is der in it......vaych kaznjapo enik thonni namuk oke endinte kurav aanu....kazhikan bakshanam, udukan vasthram ,thamasikan oru idam ...padikan pusthakangal schools colleges... stil many of us dnt understand itz value ........... hats off to Khalid Hosseini for A Thousand Splendid Suns

Pinnilek nokumbo orupad ishtapeta korach pere nashtapetath pole ........itz al emptiness ...:((

" Itz quite natural to fall in love.............some wil keep it in mind.....while some others wil xpress it to the one we love ....... it might be success or rejection ....again if itz success you may live forever with him/her or forced to get separated at halfway or gets cheated at halfway ...else if itz rejection you may succeed later on with same person or else you may succeed with smbdy else wh o deserves ur love or else remain single and heart broken........................ wtver is ur case...live ur life taking the positives ...get up when u fall...neva give up..cherish when u win...say thanku gudbye to the people with guestroles in ur life and keep the people who love u d most......wtevr happens life has to move on..... "

as you grow up u may feel attraction to oppste sex......itz quite common...unless u r not mentaly retarded!...smtmes it develops into love.......sm people keeps it mind itself.as just a crush....some others wil go and vent it to him/her....smtmes it may be succes and they wl live forever til death....smtmes it may end as afailure....whle sm people get cheated eventually in relatnships.....i hv seen many of my frnds in the latter case....ya..failure or getting cheated ...it might be hearbreaking ..ofcourse yes really painful....i hv xperienced it ....but its nt the end of lyf der...u must move on....i hv seen people cmmted suicide cz of a love failure...may be just a second of  stupid thought might hv made him/her  to do so  ! but y.....u must hv gvn a sensble lil thought after al temporary mental calamites happening insde ur mind ...does the one whom u loved have control over your life ..can they decide wt shud u do with it ..whthr to live or die??!! never ! ...our lyf isnt any puppet

woaah ! atlast smthng ...sm theme i wishd to see in films ....ONE way love !! raanjhana is an awesm visual treat in al way ....its abt a ordinary street boy loving a girl of higher class and other religion....its d story of his deep and innocent love for his girl he dreamt frm childhood.....in his al whole lyf he loved her only....bt she ws too blind to see it or accept it...by the tym she realises it he had gone very far ..very far frm him ......its a sad romantic film.......watchd mny tymz :D stil watchin ..........dhanush rockd.....sonam ws cute to watch iwth her beautiful smiles n expressions..and aftr al rahman music ...aaha <3..........raanjhana hua me tera ...kaun tere bin mera !!mad lover!

ies is over atlast.....i think it was ok ...hope fr d best.........shud hv preprd more.....it ws a big opprtunity to me so hope to qualify wth gud marks else i wl b forced to go to infosys mm!

Had grt tym wth yu áll dese days ....enjoyd each moment wth yu ....bt nw am gnna miss you ......wish u A happy year ahead nd I am sure she wl cm out wth flying colorssss ...wil wait fr u til den ..... Luv u lotz ..take care ..

5-6-12 6:00 pm 4 years I hv bn thru lyk ds .....on train ..cmng to colg nd den going bck home ...the cycle repeatz .....the journey is almst a  7 hrs .....people say train journey is boring but to me it's smthng interesting ...especially when going home ....frst of al enjoying the keralite landscapes wth music on thru the windows nd taking its snaps is my fvrt hobby during journeys ...den I usually cmplte a whole novel in one go ... :D ...smtmes thr wl b kids around nd when u watch dem talkng n playing,  d tym wl luk lyk on a rush :D ...den smtmes  sm beautiful girls wl b near by me ...;) and trying to get their attention is smthng really funny :D .....smtmes thr wl be quarrels btwn people ..especially btwn reserved guys n non reservd guys ..nd I enjoy it :P nd smtmes I involve in dose quarrels too lol ;) ...during festval tyms n al the coaches r usually conjusted ...so we hv to adjust n cooperate a lot  .....this smtmes sukz bt mostly it turns out to be an interesting story ...

both are ma best friends...suppose i tuk a one month off frm fb without telling both of them *inside ma fb inbox * fb chat frnd FF : hai                                                 #frst day da where are you ? helo ??                                                 #secnd day hmmm               there?                                                  #4rth day where the hell are u!!???                      #6th day halooooooooooooooooooooo             # aftrr a week         i think u dont care abt me any more gudbye                                     me: der?                                         ##  i cm bck aftr a mnth FF: ya me: sorry daey ...i was out fr a mnth cz     bla bla... FF: no no u dnt care abt me at all ...bla bla bla me: pls undrstnd me bla bla FF:  bla bla bla ......get lost ! gudbye *unfriend* *block*    ## absolutely sucking ! real lyf frnd  RF : hai ..                                           # second day  da where are you      

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nale beendum collglek..korach naalukalk shesham......... ha nalathe cusatnte mtech admission vendann vechu .......gonna meet ma buddies den gotta get sm certificates and gotta eat choru n meencury frm thulasi annan's kada .... adieuuu :D gudnyt

atlast the most awaited rainy seasn has cm !! nw itz tym to play in rain ;) its soo cool here nw .....and i enjoy sleeping under bed sheet in this cold climate heehee.....and rain luk so romantic as always..it chills ma mind ..let go off worries ...its nostalgic!...its a treat to eyes......let it rain frver !! :D

a poem by me ...in fact the 4th one so far ;) staying with a heart that yearns , opened for the who seeks ... It is thirsty as it dries , It hurts as it burns ... Still alone on a flowered path , I stand waiting with hope ... Don't know how much longer ... All I know is that , I've to wait ... You know that I am the one for you then why so mean on me !?? May be this pain is my fate , but I will bear the unbearable ... You have always been my crowned princess , but I have always been your crownless prince !! Tell me how to let go off something , when it is everything that you ever wanted ...!? May be this pain is my fate , but I will still bear the unbearable ... To share the essence of love , walking along holding hands , to the paradise of colorful dreams ... someday you may come ... And still alone on this flowered path , I stand waiting with hope ...

some months ago a young lady got brutally raped in a bus... in our national capital ..undoubtedly one of the most shocking incidents of the year so far....and we all saw the protests at delhi.....to give capital punishment to the those bloody rapists....and wt happend!? still they r alive ..or still they are in jail only ....! before the heats of tht issue is over another rape case ..! and dis tym a 5 yr old......same place same country ...and again the same protests same debates happening all over india and stil no reslt ...... when one of our sisters ws raped in bus some ( politician frgt her name) said there is nthng surprsing there as she ws dressd up in an xposed way at night tym....let me ask u in case of 5 yr old wt damn reason cn u produce here now !?? is tht kid xposing herself or tempted in sm way ! tht small kid !!? neva !!...this is more lyk a mental disorder ..a sex maniac... ...hey rapists lemme ask if u cnt even put a self cntrol to ur emotions seein a girl then you a

Saw this pic ?  hey it ws taken on last month when i went to kollam beach.....i always loved sitting there alone for hours .....and now i miss being there..... mm .. wt made me took dis picture is sm nostalgia i felt when i saw dat father n kid ....am big nw . 21  ... 21.5  actualy humm :P grown up ...i really miss bein a kid......dont you too!? when we wer kids we always wanted to b a grown up soon so dat we cn escape frm all sorta homewrks school bullys with parents :D etc etc.....me too ws lyk dat nly.....but now i feel the other way around...wanna b a kid again....when thr wr no tensions pains pressure.....but only happnes devoid of tensions...... mmm miss bein a kid when i used to play outsde crcket sat and  lotta other outdoor games wth other small kiddy frnds :D,sending paper boats on rainy days..playin on rain and gettin scolded by mom... .. playin badmtn wth my dad n sis...! ...den cycling races along the roads......... walk holding my dad's hands on road beach et

my cep lyf at a glance...... First Yearil Thalem kunich home sicknesumayi collgl vanna enne njn ipozhum orkunnu..alochkumbol chiri anu verunath......ente homeschness and madi matan daivam manapoorvam enikitt paninja poleyanu enik thoneethu ivde CEPyil admission kityapo......oru hostel lyf enath enik alochkumbol thanne verupp thonunath onnayrun ......frst yr hostel lyf njn orkunun...veerp mutti anu jeevchath.....ente swabhvthnu hostel lyf shery avilayrun...angne oru reasn undaki avdunn adi ittu njn erangy ...nere vellyamachide oru ozhinj kidakuna veetilek parannu ..hostelile dushicha 7 mnthsnu shesham njn mundakkalile oru 'Bhargavi nilaya" thil 4 masam ninn...avde enik veda freedm undayrun ...and i enjyd lyf thr a lil......but 4 masangalk shesham avdunnum erangy .....nammade reltvs alle ethrakaalam nammale oke sahikum? namade fmly pole avuo reltvsnte opam ula lyf so avark bharam ayapo avdunum erangy.pine poyath ente ammamede oru sisnte veetilek....thamasiyathe avdunum erang

22-3-2013..............orikalum marakkan patatha divasam.......njngade last day at colg......njngl orupadu aghoschA dvsam......oru pakshe colg histryle best holi celbratn thanne ayrun enn parayam !! athrak sambhava bahulam ayrunnu !!! ....chayangal kond ulsavm ayrunnu.....ithrem alambhiya divasam vere illa....princy polcne vlchilathond njngde korach parupadyz flop aayi ..but stil we rockd to core....polcne thery vlch njn pand enod chythathnte kanakku theerthu :P ...hehe.............ipo aa photos n collg grpile posts oke edth nokumbo kann nirayukayanu.....orupadu santhoscha aa nimishangl kadann poyi...anayan pona thee aali kathuka enn parayuna pole ayrunu innale....ini ingne aghoshkan colgl patumo......alla jeevthathl thanne patumo ?? these moments r surely not going to cm again life.....nw i realse y people alwys say collge life is d best .ente lifine thanne maaty maricha orupadu sanbhvngl nadanna collg.......4 varsham kond ormakal orupadunnd.orupadu.....athil orupadu frndshps stories

after weeks she talked ...............again on fb......i talked or tried to talk lyk nothing happend btwn us....lyk old mitu.............but she.............she changed....or she acts lyk she changed....i felt lyk talkng to someone who nvr knw me.....y doing ds to me ? .....wtevr it is....i miss you lot n lot ....miss the times you and me together...the old times........... :( signing off Mitu 

waiting for something to happen hurts...while giving it up hurts more.....especially when it is everything you want to happen......

2011.................ente lifile etavum worst year...........2012 golden year of comebacks.....and the motivation : aparna and my sister .................................but the things happnd twrds d end of 2012..........it made it wth worstEST year...... hoping atleast 2013 wl b gud fr me............happy newyr guyz.. signing off mitu raj

you are still in my thoughts.................... you are still in my mind.................. you are still in my breath and beat............ you are still in my dreamz............... Each night is tym for flash backs of our memories.......... i am still on you ..........